Help me find a story I thought was a fever dream

Created By  :( on Sun Feb 25 2024 07:18:52 GMT +0000 (GMT+0000)

Hey guys, I need your depraved minds go help me.

I don't know if it was real or not but I'm looking for a bl that was.. horror..?
it had a write/artist, the main character. He has blonde hair, and the story he is kidnapped by a man he meets at a bar that looks like one of his characters. The guy he meets has black hair and wants our main character to make the story how he wants. The guy kidnaps him and breaks his legs so he can't leave, makes him take random pills, yap yap yap.. does anyone know the tile of this?